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I'm home, I guess. Forte attacked me. Attacked Mega, except there was just me, and I needed a few repairs afterwards. Nothing major. Nobody even noticed I was hurt when I stored my armor in the Nexus on the way home.

I think he did more good than harm, though, because for a little while things almost sorted out again. Almost. For a while I was Mega and I was sure that's who I was. And now I'm not. Almost. It's still a little fuzzy.

I found Roll some sort of miniature dragon egg. She's been fussing over it since. It's good to see her happy. I hope it makes up a little for how I've been acting.

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Ballade likes the squittens, and I had someone else ask where to get them. I don't think he'll have much luck trying to toilet train them. I don't know why he gets obsessed about silly things like that.

There was someone in the Nexus asking about losing control. I hope I won't do that any more. I don't think I will. She asked later about people trying to do too much at once. With all I've tried to do since the nightmares started, I didn't really know what to say except that sometimes there's not time to take things one at a time.

I also saw a Pernese dragon in the Nexus. I wonder where I read about them. I knew what kind it was, and it's name was Canth... I hate it when I can't remember where I learned things. It's not normal for a robot.

I wanted to get one of the fire lizard eggs, but it might not be safe, so I didn't. I didn't even think about it for a while because of who I met next.

I saw an alternate of one of Nana's sisters. It still hurts to think of her, sometimes. It was just so unfair. At least I know that bastard Kurama can't hurt anyone else. I think, maybe, that's one of the reasons I might not blank out again.

Because I understand now that, while most don't, some people deserve to die. And as long as I can't be forced to hurt the ones that don't deserve it, I'll be fine.

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I went to the Nexus to ask about ways to tie back my hair, and saw another Axl. This one had purple hair, and was giving away kool-aid. He did not recognize Cutman when I described him, and said in his world that most of the Robot Masters were destroyed after Master Wily died.

That fit my suspicions so far, but then he said that they were sent to attack Dr. Light. Some sort of suicide mission. Did I fail? Is that why they were destroyed? How could even Megaman destroy all of them? Shadow said it wasn't possible that could happen in our universe, but I think there's something he's not telling me.

Then there was an alternate of Dynamo with jellybeans. He gave me some, and we talked for a while.

The orange girl was there, too, but she didn't have any food with her this time.

OMG! Fire Lizard! SQUEEEE!!!

I can't believe it! An actual Pernese fire lizard egg!
It shoud hatch around the tenth, I have it in a bowl of sand in the toaster oven, and I put a padlock on there in case Dad gets confused. I don't want him trying to eat my little bronze hatchling for breakfast!

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Keeping Zero away from food in the Nexus just gets harder and harder. Most of the time, if it's safe, it's easier to just let him. It's not like I could really stop him from doing anything.

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Of course, we're not really children.

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I've been keeping busy. Rock gave Roll an egg from the Nexus. Pernese fire lizard.

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I believe I will avoid the Nexus for a while. There is not much time remaining, now, regardless.