Time to go...[Archived from Rampage's LJ]

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The waiting and the preparations are almost over. The most difficult part here, other than keeping my temper under control, was convincing Razorclaw to stay behind...

Now, there's just a briefing to attend, and on to the carnage...

I do still have one concern... While my control is better than it was years ago, this will be the first time I have gone to a place that reminds me so much of Omicron...

What if...

Ah, but mustn't think of that...

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[air-commander.livejournal.com]

*is rather scared by Rampage's current mood* *is particulary worried what the crustacean will be like if/when he does lose control*

*cautiously* You care about these organic children...?

[psychocrab]

I don't even know them, but I suppose you could say I feel a sense of... familiarity.

I was created as an experiment, Father... I know what it is like to be treated that way. The thought of that particular aspect of my past repeating itself isn't pleasant.

And what better way to make use of my anger over the situation than by doing to the ones responsible in this case just what I did to the scientists at Omicron that were responsible for my creation... and what came afterward.

[air-commander.livejournal.com]

*still feels uneasy*

*still cautious* I can understand your anger about the scientists of Omicron... *thinks, If not for them, I'd still be unique...* *imagines what... tests they must have done to confirm that Rampage was immortal...*

[psychocrab]

*smirks darkly at the things his father is thinking of, speaks with a strange sort of bitter detatchment*

Worse, Father. Actually, they just shot me the first day. With some sort of ship weaponry, I believe.

Then they went through various enviromental extremes before proceeding to more... invasive... methods.

I was there for two years, though I didn't find out how long it was until recently.

Although a lot of the other tests were more painful, the first will always be the worst... After that, I knew what to expect from them.

That's what has been done to these children. Organic or not, we have that in common, and always will... The memory of what it means to be an experiment...

[air-commander.livejournal.com]

*shudders*

I'm a Decepticon. I'm used to inflicting pain, and I don't mind. But...

[psychocrab]

I'm quite adept at causing others pain, when it suits me. Both physical and psychological. In a way, Omicron served as a bit of a classroom... for both methods.

Case in point, my interests in fear... For example, I learned if I laughed during the experiments, it frightened them. One has to do something, and I wasn't about to let them hear me scream if I could help it...

And such simple things were the only revenge I could inflict from inside my cell. Fear is a powerful influence on some minds, Father... I've made quite a study of the matter over time.

Of course, the day I finally built up enough of a tolerance to the stasis field they were using to escape before they could strap me down for another test... I didn't bother with psychology. *rather vicious smile*

[air-commander.livejournal.com]

*is scared by Rampage's rendition, but still...*

I understand. No, I don't... but I do. I wouldn't want anyone to hear me scream, either... son...

[psychocrab]

*seems stunned for a few minutes... hadn't expected Starscream to ever call him that...*

It's a matter of pride, if nothing else, isn't it, Father... of all the things they could do to me, I wouldn't let them have that, nor would I stop struggling when I was tied down... I would not let them win...

(('too much to hope for' an all...))

[air-commander.livejournal.com]

*just nods silently - he knows exactly what Rampage is talking about...*

[obsessedmanta.livejournal.com]

*glower* Just make sure you know who's involved and who isn't. You wouldn't want to create another "child" now would you?

[psychocrab]

Good thing you added those quote-marks, Fish-face. You're also lucky Skit can't get fat with all those minnows you keep feeding her when you think nobody's looking.

Yeah, I hacked Dad's LJ. He's outta town and I'm bored. :P

[apprentice-lurk.livejournal.com]

Oh, now that is adorable. ^_^

[kaci-celica.livejournal.com]

QUOTE: "Now, there's just a briefing to attend, and on to the carnage..."

You got it, Ramster. ;) I'm going over to attend the briefing right now-- see ya there. :)

(OOC)

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