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[Without certain bits of history near-repeating, Waspy would not have regained the memory that bothers him here, so this entry is pretty much gone now. He could still have met Harpuia tho]
Waspinator likes roses. Roses remind Waspinator of Dactyl-bot. Red roses...
Roses look pretty. Look... delicate.
But roses have thorns. Dactyl-bot's creator forget that...
Things happen lately... Things with Friend-bot's creator. Things that make Waspinator remember...
Waspinator does not want to remember these things... bad things...
Waspinator went to visit Friend-bot... was hoping to do something, so not have to remember. But... Waspinator thinks Friend-bot wants to be alone for now...
So Waspinator is alone...
Waspinator told Friend-bot that Friend-bot could stay with Waspinator if he wants to. Told Dactyl-bot the same once... Dactyl-bot used to have family problems too.
But not after that...
Roses have thorns...
Waspinator likes roses. Roses remind Waspinator of Dactyl-bot. Red roses...
Roses look pretty. Look... delicate.
But roses have thorns. Dactyl-bot's creator forget that...
Things happen lately... Things with Friend-bot's creator. Things that make Waspinator remember...
Waspinator does not want to remember these things... bad things...
Waspinator went to visit Friend-bot... was hoping to do something, so not have to remember. But... Waspinator thinks Friend-bot wants to be alone for now...
So Waspinator is alone...
Waspinator told Friend-bot that Friend-bot could stay with Waspinator if he wants to. Told Dactyl-bot the same once... Dactyl-bot used to have family problems too.
But not after that...
Roses have thorns...
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Date: 2005-05-21 13:16 (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2005-05-21 13:40 (UTC)Waspinator wanted to go flying with Friend-bot, or play storm-tag, or blow something up... Something to distract from memories, hope they go away again...
*sighs* Sometimes glitches are a good thing. Waspinator knows many bad things happen on Cybertron. Waspinator does not mind forgetting those things. Only glitch that really bothers Waspinator is stupid glitch that makes Waspinator forget names...
Waspinator drew this... *gets a picture out of subspace*
(It shows (a crayon-drawn and vaguely recognizable) Aerosoar, in a doorway, looking shocked and panicky (or as best can be told from the drawing)... there are splatters of a pinkish liquid on the jet-bot... and given that there aren't any obvious injuries, it's not likely from him...)
Memory is right there... Waspinator is trying not to remember this time... but won't go away... *shivers*
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Date: 2005-05-21 14:15 (UTC)Well, if you don't want to think about it, I'll just have to distract you. *rummages in a pocket and pulls out a rubber duck with a snick of triumph* Target practice? It squeaks...
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Date: 2005-05-21 14:25 (UTC)*quietly* Where little Sweep-bot find that! Put back! Quickly!!
(no subject)
Date: 2005-05-21 14:44 (UTC)No-one else's. It's one of mine. It's okay... *mental upside-the-head and guilt for not thinking of that* I'm sorry.
(no subject)
Date: 2005-05-21 14:54 (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2005-05-21 15:57 (UTC)*thinks*
*brightens*
*trots off to a patch of daisies in the grass nearby*
*comes back and carefully drapes a daisychain around his neck* Forgive me?
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Date: 2005-05-21 16:03 (UTC)*slight frown* Little Sweep-bot think... maybe Wspinator should not be trying to get rid of memories? Maximal Council wanted Waspinator to forget... should be good to have memories back... but...
Is something bad, Waspinator knows....
Waspinator also knows... is something about Dactyl-bot. And glitches... Waspinator not want to forget things about Dactyl-bot, but Waspinator does not like to think about glitches... *notices Harpuia's arrival (see below) and looks over...*
(no subject)
Date: 2005-05-21 21:01 (UTC)I...think... Would you be happy? If you got them back? I mean, if they're horrible memories but you feel better for having what was stolen returned, then yes. Get them back.
If it would make you miserable, then don't do it - only if you think it'd help. Don't do anything that you feel could be bad for you, even if you're not sure why you feel that way.
I..think you should find out what could be done about it before making anything like a decision. Then see how you feel. But no-one whose opinion matters in the slightest will try to rush you into anything you don't want to do or don't feel ready for. It's up to you... *hugs him tightly and bites her lip, hoping she's said the right thing...*
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Date: 2005-05-21 21:54 (UTC)Just don't dwell on it too much; will only make you crazy. I think your biggest problem is that you have nothing to do.
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Date: 2005-05-21 21:47 (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2005-05-21 22:07 (UTC)Even though is gone now, Waspinator... is not going to say anything about Ducky...
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Date: 2005-05-21 22:30 (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2005-05-24 11:40 (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2005-05-21 15:36 (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2005-05-21 16:06 (UTC)Have to wait for very bad weather... then go flying in storm. Last one in air wins. *giggles*
Is very fun. Is... challenge.
Is also easy way to get hurt, but... was always too fun to worry about that, and CR does repairs...
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Date: 2005-05-21 16:42 (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2005-05-21 16:47 (UTC)*rest of it sinks in* Green-bot would... would want to play storm-tag with Waspinator?
(it's playing tag against the storm, really. Metal people up in the air in a lightning storm... some TFs can take a few hits before they're 'out'... and Waspy isn't used to company that will play games with him. He's been stranded here for three years...)
(no subject)
Date: 2005-05-22 04:25 (UTC)((Okay. ^-^))
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Date: 2005-05-22 08:20 (UTC)Weather might get bad enough...
*considers* What would Green-bot do after for repairs? Storm tag is dangerous, but fun... Green-bot can use CR... but computer would have to scan first, so CR would know how to repair Green-bot...
(no subject)
Date: 2005-05-22 14:21 (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2005-05-22 16:04 (UTC)... Don't worry about me getting hurt. I can just return to the base if I do.